My friend Jane
is really quite plain.
With green eyes
and long lashes.
One day she cracked
when home, she went back.
And surprised her lover
with thirty slashes.
Plain Jane
February 13th, 2009Dying a Hero
February 10th, 2009Believe it or not, I finally watched “The Dark Knight” yesterday. It was specifically to witness the late Heath Ledger’s performance. As I expected, he was extraordinary - I felt creepy, uncomfortable and disturbed - which was awesome! Since this article is not about the movie per se, I’ll keep my comments about everyone and everything else to myself - I was able to let that all loose at the dinner table.

Ledger as the Joker
As I watched, listened and felt Ledger transform into the sinister role of the Joker, it made me think about something else very frightening. Many artists, at some point in their career must face the horrifying question, “will I ever live up to this performance?”. And I began to wonder and speculate whether Ledger was fearfully looking into the grotesque face of the Joker and asking himself this very question. Artists in general are constantly battling self doubts, insecurities and feelings of not being good enough. The pressure to create something new or surpass a previous performance can be intensely suffocating. These feelings and emotions are real and not for dramatic affect. Ask any painter, musician, writer, actor etc. and they will all agree the self doubts have the ability to cripple you - if you let it. Did the vicious side of the art world get the best of Ledger?
When you are just starting out in any art form you are blessed with the adventurous purity of being a discover. For years while creating early works we are constantly experimenting, and trying things out. Allowing curiosity to drive and see what works and what doesn’t. Often times, it is during this discovery phase of our career that the rawness and uncertainty within our work is the most endearing aspect. Slowly, however, we begin to cross over to borrowing against our previous experiences and using a bit of this and a bit of that. The voice of the discoverer gets softer while the experienced and more mature artist takes center stage. And yes, of course, the mature works are magnificent, but they lack just a hint of something pure. But the entire process in and of itself is meant to happen - it is it’s own life cycle.
Unfortunately, for so many artists, the reality is just too much. The list of creative casualties is an exhaustive one where the fear became too great. But as the big Hollywood quote in the movie goes, “you either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become the villain”. Did Ledger live and die by this?
What’s the Most Embarrassing Music You’ve Owned?
January 16th, 2009If we look back over the years we can all easily recall embarrassing moments in our lives. Such as embarassing hairdos, clothes or people we’ve dated. To add to this list, I thought it would be fun, and therapeutic, to admit to the most embarrassing music I’ve owned - which was rather easy.
Back in the 70’s I was crazy in love with the show and the actors of Starsky and Hutch. Starsky was played by Paul Michael Glaser and Hutch by David Soul - yes a show actually existed - the movie was not original. Anyways, In 1976 David Soul wrote a hit song “Don’t Give Up On Us” which was included on the album “David Soul”. I clearly remember this being one of my “please Mommy, I must have this” birthday wish. Which, being the wonderful mother that she is, bought it for me for my 11th birthday.

He's so dreamy....
Two very funny things occurred while preparing this post. First, while researching the album and looking for an image, I discovered Mr. Soul actually released an album in 1994 “The Best of David Soul”. How did I miss that one?
But the most exhilarating thing came when I shared my idea about this post with my significant other, Mike Taylor. After explaining my idea and how David Soul had a “best of album” Mike disappeared to our basement, and returned with an old box. From this box he pulled out the 45 of “Don’t Give Up on Us”! Now, I always suspected he was my soul mate, but this absolutely confirmed it.
So, what is your most embarrassing music story? Remember, the first step to recovery is admittance.
Top 10 Ways You Know You Live With An Animator
January 7th, 2009This list goes out to my counterparts in the animation world. Enjoy!
- “The Illusion of Life” is on your bookshelf. There is a yellow glow around it and you hear angels sing every time it’s opened.
- A trip to the toy store isn’t for the kids.
- When you hear the word arc, you know it has nothing to do with Noah.
- They strongly believe (and you must agree) Wall-E should be nominated and win an Oscar for Best Film. In fact, the academy shouldn’t even waste there time nominating any other films, why bother?
- “When She Loved Me” by Sarah Mclachlan makes them cry.
- Lasseter, Stanton and Bird have become the guy friends who won’t leave.
- You have some sort of Star Wars paraphernalia in your house.
- There is often a video camera set up in your bedroom, but it isn’t for kinky reasons.
- They have convinced you that the pot of gold at the end of every rainbow is a myth. It’s actually Pixar.
- All the love and passion they express for their craft, is nothing compared to all the love and passion they express for you.
Does Someone Need a Hug?
November 28th, 2008Let’s face it, everyone loves a good warm and sincere hug. Here is a wonderful campaign to be part of - and all it costs is a hug.
Giving Thanks - Artist Style
November 25th, 2008It is the time of year where we all need to stop and give thanks to what we have in our lives. In good and bad times, wherever we are this week we can always find something to be grateful for. Below is my “I’m thankful to be an artist” list.
- First of all, I’d like to thank my studio. Even though you are not yet finished (have little electricity and no insulation) I am grateful for the dedicated space I have to create. You give me plenty of room to move around, store my supplies and because you are detached from the house, noone can here me singing along to my ipod.
- Next I am forever grateful for color. It is because of you that I am drawn to really seeing the world around me. You show me so many personalities and moods that my combinations of you are limitless. I’d especially like to thank Utrecht’s Brilliant Blue.
- I’d also like to thank my new found passion with creating mixed media pieces. You have proven to me that stepping out of my comfort zone and taking a risk is well worth it. My creative world has now vastly opened to using materials such as metal, glass and wood!
- Music, sweet, sweet music. Whether I rely on you for background noise to create to your rhythm. Or use you for energized inspiration to produce such pieces such as “Appalachian Spring” (Aaron Copland) or “Anarchy in the UK” (Sex Pistols) you are a constant in my life and I never get tired of visually interpreting you.
- And finally, I would like to thank my creative maker. You have provided me with the mind, talents and confidence to be unique. Because of the mind you gave me I am fortunate to have had my imaginary friends as a child. I am able to visualize the end result of a piece of artwork before I begin and the talents and confidence to execute it. But most of all, I am comforted in knowing I will always be able to rely on you when I need to be renewed with inspiration and passion for what I do.

How Long Did it Take You?
November 24th, 2008One of the most commonly asked questions that artists receive is “how long did it take you to paint/create that?” This is always such a difficult question to answer because one painting could be created in a matter of a few hours if you are “in the zone”. However, the artist could struggle for days, weeks or even months on another painting of a similar size. According to the Boston Globe writer Joan Anderman, Axl Rose of Guns N’ Roses has worked on the newly released CD “Chinese Democracy” for the past 13 years. (Click here for the article)
The most accurate answer lies within all the years and hours the artist has dedicated to practicing their craft. What did it really take for the artist to get to that point in their career? To look at it in a completely different way, lets think about Olympic swimmer Michael Phelps. In a matter of just minutes swimming in a pool he breaks a world record and wins a gold medal. Although the race only took him minutes to complete, it is the years of hard work (both mental and phyisical), training and discipline which provided him with the skills needed to achieve his accomplishments.
Whether you are an artist, athlete or anyone else who is consistently developing your talents and skills, remember to recognize and honor the journey it took to get there.
Rockin’ Art
November 24th, 2008MEGADETH, KISS, BLACK SABBATH, DIO, BADLANDS, THE CIRCLE JERKS, THE CULT, RATT, LILLIAN AXE, DEEP PURPLE, L.A. GUNS, WARRANT, WHITE LION, ROBERT PLANT’S THE HONEYDRIPPERS, IGGY POP BAND, HANOI ROCKS, ALICE COOPER BAND, SLASH’S SNAKEPIT, DANGEROUS TOYS, JOHNNY THUNDERS BAND, ZEBRA, DAVID BOWIE BAND, ACE FREHLEY BAND, RAINBOW, BILLY IDOL BAND, ROGER DALTREY BAND, QUIET RIOT, CIRCLE II CIRCLE, RIOT
Reaching for the Stars
November 24th, 2008Leading Hollywood agent, Sean Elliot of Endeavor Agency is now displaying one of my paintings in his office. Sean represents many celebrities including Casey Affleck, David Alan Grier and Jack and Kelly Osbourne. The Endeavor Talent Agency, located in Beverly Hills, California is a talent and literary agency, representing actors, writers, authors, producers and directors primarily for film and television. Their client list includes many A list celebrities.
New Auction Items
September 13th, 2008In an effort to clean my studio, I’ve listed several paintings on ebay.
